I wear a mask, a thousand masks

This morning during English period we discuess a poem entitled "The Mask I wear". Unfortunately the author is unknown but was written by a psychologist. Right after the poem, Ms. Kate told us that a person has 2 sides, public and personal. And the mask is your public self hiding everything else. The mask is worn basically for impression and stuff, so that you will be noticed, so that you will grab attention, so that you will be praised. How unfortunate it is for some whose masks have been shattered to pieces. And today, I forgot to wear my mask a number of times. This morning during VDP, the usual calm, light headed and patient Jio actually exploded, and I did so many things I wouldnt ordinarily do, computer as well as I was very hesistant to answer questions thrown at me by my classmates. It only changed during English, CL and PE. I seemed a bit more light headed and patient. Then afterclasses, was our chess practice. Psychologically unstable, I had difficulties executing a while ago. Who puts his queen in jeopardy? Who walks into a check mate? See how psychologically unstable I am? Too many things have been going on, and I just wanna sleep, lie down and stare into the ceiling, imagine Im in a different place for once, away from the confines of the real world. Imagination is limitless, I remember as a child I used to imagine myself as a ninja, a samurai, a soldier, a basketball player, a knight and stuff, that was as a Child. And sometimes it feels good to go back and try to experience youth again, where you are free from the world. I wear a mask, and it is often apealing, I wear a mask which nobody sees through, I wear a mask simply to impress others, and right now, I am trying to break that mask open.