I wish..
To those who have been following my blog, you must have seen how difficult my life is. But, life is not easy, and Im learning it the hard way.
Sometimes, I would just like to remember the time when I was in Grade 3, 4 and 5 when I never stayed late, once the bell rings, I grab my bag and rush out the door waiting to go home and take a long nap after a hard days work. But life chagnes dramatically especially during teens. Some experience the problems with friends or girls, and some have already started a relationships. Teens would prefer freedom and will most likley stay out of the house the whole day. How I wish I can be a teen for one day.
The last time I felt "stress-free" was during summer, when I would freely go to the mall with friends or jam in their house. The time I can sleep without worrying about what happens tomorrow. How I wish I can dream with no worry.
Come to think of it, the only reason why I am stressed, is to live our to what I want and for the benefit of others. No insentives whatsoever. I wonder why I do that? How I wish I will always be like this.
Sometimes I want to take a break, thus I hate my life. But the fullfillment of accomplishing a task is a greater reward than any insentive. My life is difficult and hard. No one wants to be me. How I wish my life will never change.
Sometimes, I would just like to remember the time when I was in Grade 3, 4 and 5 when I never stayed late, once the bell rings, I grab my bag and rush out the door waiting to go home and take a long nap after a hard days work. But life chagnes dramatically especially during teens. Some experience the problems with friends or girls, and some have already started a relationships. Teens would prefer freedom and will most likley stay out of the house the whole day. How I wish I can be a teen for one day.
The last time I felt "stress-free" was during summer, when I would freely go to the mall with friends or jam in their house. The time I can sleep without worrying about what happens tomorrow. How I wish I can dream with no worry.
Come to think of it, the only reason why I am stressed, is to live our to what I want and for the benefit of others. No insentives whatsoever. I wonder why I do that? How I wish I will always be like this.
Sometimes I want to take a break, thus I hate my life. But the fullfillment of accomplishing a task is a greater reward than any insentive. My life is difficult and hard. No one wants to be me. How I wish my life will never change.
posted by solid0718 at
10:16 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home